I am No Racist Fool

I am not a racist fool, and never have been. If you know anyone who tells you otherwise, he or she is a victim of a political rumor that is going around to discredit me and my ideology. How could I be a racist, if I visit Saint MLK's tomb in Atlanta regularly for inspiration, not on his feast days, but on other days when few people show up? I was a volunteer math tutor when I was a student at Marquette University, for a community center in Milwaukee's inner city. Ask my neighbors if I am a racist fool, ask anyone who has spoken to me directly, but do not rely on hearsay and rumor mongers. Of this I can vouch for myself alone, others people have other issues.

I have never called anyone a "monkey" directly or indirectly, other than to label some media spokespersons as "monkeys" in an article on my vantari.com website, because they mimic what they are told to say for the sake of money. In Latin America, the moniker is not used as a pejorative, it means just that, a person who mimics.

I know I have plethora of political enemies on the right who are sharpening their knives by now, hoping for my demise. What better tactic than to have my own People discredit me and label me a racist fool or "maje"? How can I defend myself against this calumny? Only by the grace of G_d and by this lonesome blog on the Internet. May G_d help me achieve his Peace and Justice in my own time.

Alien Messages from Space?

Perhaps the question should be: What would extra terrestrial civilizations transmit to space? It would be like sending messages in bottles on the ocean, they could not know who would receive them, nor their level of knowledge or understanding of your culture. They would not transmit symbols or any encoded message that would require prior knowledge of it's format. Alien messages would have to be understandable from a universal quantum level, such as a vibration that could be seen as colors or heard as a tune, representing what?

NYT December 12th, 2008 8:18 am

Lies and Sex on Video

In these final days of the US election cycle, there is a lot of buzz and innuendo going around in the media and elsewhere about sexual indiscretions, presumably involving some high profile person in a sex tape with teens.

Since I know from personal experience that there are abusive men out there who would use me as bait for their own misadventures with young girls, or use me as a retro-fit model for the second coming, in order to recruit young virgins into their cults, let me clarify the following:

I have never filmed a sex tape of any kind, If anyone claims to have such a tape, it is a fake. I have never posted a video tape on Youtube or anywhere else on the Internet. I have not engaged in any sexual act out of my marriage in 1982, I have not dated nor have I even touched another woman in the USA outside of marriage.

My second wife was and remains a very attractive and desirable woman, 11 years younger than myself. I would rather bring upon myself any sexual calumnies and filth than to expose her to the sexual mudslinging that are part and parcel of politics in the USA and in Latin America. I do not claim to be free from sexual desires nor from an active libido, I do however claim my right to privacy regarding my own sexual activities inside my home, as is the fundamental right of any human being.

Since I do not personally know any young girls, other than the girls my sons befriend, it is totality false that I am inducing young women into porn or recruiting them to participate in porn. I know that this type of misrepresentation is going on by those who would use me as an inducement, but I disavow any such intent or act from my part. I do not participate in any chat rooms, I do not indulge in Internet liaisons, nor do I link up with young women via the Internet. I do not have any Internet porn accounts, nor do I earn any money from porn in any way.

What would you do if you had to confront the powers and principalities of filth and corruption without access to the mainstream media, without money to buy their influence? This is the most asymmetrical of struggles, a man alone against an entire culture of power and corruption. Does that sound familiar? Yes, read the old testament!

G_d will protect us from evil, Evil will be it's own destructor, of that we can be sure. In time, those inside the virtual fortress of evil will be locked in by it, those of us who are on the outside will remain free of their tribulations. Praise be to G_d.

What I Would Like to Do

Some people think that I like to be alone, that I do not enjoy being in the company of friends, that I am not a people person. Nothing could be further from the truth. I am alone most of the time because I do not work, that is to say, I do my research and program or write out of my home, using my laptop.

My wife works, when she gets home she is naturally very tired and does not like to go out. Where would we go anyway? To a concert?, -- need tickets; dancing to a club?-- expensive,and beyond our age group; to a restaurant?--nice, but only once in a while, shopping? -- what else is there to do? Swimming? -- I'd like that. We do get together with friends here or at their home one in a while, that is an option only on the weekends. In Atlanta, if one is of modest means, one does not have much do to unless it is going to Wall-mart or to the supermarket. With me, it is a matter of circumstance, not a matter of choice. I am not going to be a hypocrite and say that I chose a life of poverty, I was marginalized into a life of isolation and poverty.

What would we like to do? Travel the world meeting interesting people and making new friends. I recall that in one of the trips we did to Europe in 2005, we went to London for day. The media had subliminally announced that we would be in town, so that there was a secret buzz that day. Some paparazzi were around, but they were not obvious, one did approach us. We took the traditional tourist bus tour, visited a pub for lunch, had a great time shopping in the trendy shops on Piccalilli, and had a great time of it, precisely because we were not shoved around by paparazzi or used by the media or politicians in any way.

The ideal for us would be to travel incognito, to meet with people and discuss new ideas and solutions to their problems, in a social setting that would not be a high profile media event. We could meet with people of all levels and persuasions. I can assure you that we would not be an embarrassment even in the most rarefied of environments, nor in the most popular gatherings, just as long as there is no mass media presence.

We both know that the possibility exists for this movement to get out of hand and become a media circus of papal proportions, in a retro-fit of His return, or His coming, whatever fits, at the end of the age. It would be better not to get the masses in a lather over this story, because doing so would only be used by the established powers to preempt any changes by coping out the story, not the message.

I know the way forward, we can get there, but not if we have to dumb the message down and make it palatable to the masses. Change will come in it's time, when the new system is understood by those who have the capacity to understand this level of architecture. The masses should only be invited in once the building is done. In the mean time, respect and tolerance - please!

A Live Paranoid or a Dead Fool?

I would much rather be labeled a paranoid than die as a fool. It is obvious to me that the powers are now intent on terminating me. What kind of culture are they creating? Only the programmed masses would be involved in a public conspiracy to murder me, without a trial or hearing of any kind. Do not fall into the abyss of this public deception, free your mind from Satan's culture of death before you compromise your soul.

Some ask why I have no close friends. I can not get close to anyone without the knowledge of the network that has surrounded me and infiltrated my family. I am no longer a private person; I have no privacy whatsoever, either real or electronic. I know how the CIA operates it's clandestine networks. Anyone that comes close to me may have an ulterior motive, any act, however random it appears, may be a set up for a hit.

I once had many good friends in Guatemala, but I saw how they all "disappeared" under the counter insurgency tactics of the CIA's dirty war of the 70's and 80's. One man, a taxi driver named Hugo, was a close friend of mine and was not involved in any political organization or action, and yet he was tortured to death, perhaps for the only crime of being seen with me. I was the "ayudante" on his beat up 1968 Chevy cab in 1979. Forgive me Hugo, may you rest in peace, I will never forget you. I live to see the day your death, and those of thousands of other Guatemalan martyrs, are vindicated by the coming of a new world of peace and financial justice.

Information Paparazzi

What kind of a world would this become, if all of our contacts with the virtual world of information and entertainment were to be logged and sold to organizations who may benefit commercially or politically from it? It is a trivial matter to identify someone if one knows his "deep scan" profile, such as his/her e-mail address or IP address.

Information from VIPs could be sold without their knowledge, leading to virtual "information paparazzi" who sell the logs to organizations who then use it for political or commercial gain. This private wiretapping must be made illegal before it gets out of control. Washington Post, 07/10/2008 12:45 am.

GOD is the next quantum level

GOD is a name given by humans to the next quantum level beyond our own. Since we do not know it, we can not understand it, so we call it GOD. Nevertheless, it does exist. If we ever know it we will be at that quantum level, wondering about the next one. The Vatican knows something.
By Anonymous vantari on May 15, 2008 3:48 PM

I Am an American Dissident

I feel that I am on stage, before an audience in a dark room where I know people are listening, but I get no feedback from them. I know that people read my work, and some spooks hear what I have to say in private to my family and friends over the phone, but no one even whispers a sigh back to me. Even my own family seems oblivious to my work, discounting what I do as some kind of useless exercise, because I am not "famous", as seen on TV, I do not get paid for my work. It is like being Mark Twain in the Clemens home, listening to Mrs Clemens gripe about her problems at work, and my son about sports events, without ever being able to discuss what vitally concerns me, what I write about in vantari.com. This kind of schizophrenic life could drive anyone insane, no?.

I can use my intuition and subliminal hearing parataxis (dis)ability to hear the audio that sound men suppress from the news and other live video. On video however, there is no way to suppress the V for Vantari sign that some of my supporters make, because it has a plausible deniability with the V for Peace sign. Only a fool, or someone who has sworn to discount me, no matter what I say, believes that there is no Vantari, that The Programmer is a fiction, that The Guate "malan" does not exist.

I assure you I do exist, but not on the mainstream video/audio media. I have been relegated to a non-video political existence, but I assure you, I am a Human being, alive and living in sustainable, green life style. I have no impediment to "come out" on to the mainstream, but I will not stoop to acting out in some staged spectacle so that I can be further libeled as a subversive or violent "nut" case. I can be a candidate for public office, at whatever level, but I do realize that would require a "revolution of conscience" in the USA.
At this point in the process, I could be very useful is that capacity. The best offer that I have gotten from them is to allow me to live until I die of old age.

My story is one of redemption and life long struggle for a new cybernetic ideology, one that lifts and empowers real People. However, my ideas go against the traditional powers of money and elitist politics. I have waited for a phone call for over 20 years, but no one has ever called me regarding my work. My phone number is published, as is my e-mail address. If you are one of my readers, you know the reason I can not be accepted by the elites. If you ever see the "malan" on the mainstream, it will probably be a convenient impostor.

My ideology deals with the political truth, it is not at the service of anyone, of any party or ideology. The political truth that I speak of has been suppressed in the USA for decades, in the same way that political discourse is suppressed in Putin's Russia. We American dissidents are also relegated to passing out pamphlets on the streets, or their modern equivalent, the blogs and web sites of the Internet.

Life will prevail, life will not be suppressed into conforming with a corrupt system of privileged and power. Some day we will all be free of neo-fascist media control. Until such time, I thank you for reading my work, and for sending me some form of feedback on video, since any audio feedback is "verboten", unless you develop parataxis. Enjoy your Self.

The Super-Bowl Porn Sting

If you are one of my readers, you know the type of trouble I am in with the "authorities". Admittedly, I don't hold back in my reasoned articles, written from a point of view that is not politically convenient nor sold to anyone. I do not get paid, I live from Social Security, in peace and in harmony. But, I do have ears to hear and eyes to see, I know the type of trouble I am in, and if you are reading this note, so do you.

My political enemies may be scheming to "out me" as a purveyor of porn, or perhaps as a pedophile. A house in my own neighborhood, about 2 homes down from mine, is possibly being used to record porn videos. I have seen many men coming and going from the house; some stay for a few days or weeks, others only for hours. There are at least 6 cars parked in the driveway or on the street in front of this "house" at all times, one of them a black Mercedes parked in the rear, similar to mine. .

The most suspicious fact was the presence of two young black girls living in the home, aged about 17. The Fulton County High School bus would pick them up in front of the "house" every day, as I left my own home to drive my wife to work . They would "come on" to me, as if they had been instructed to "bait me" into some kind of act. This sort of "baiting" by young women has been going on since at least 1989, when I started writing political articles under the name Julai, and later at Vantari.com.

*I assure you that I am not that good looking, nor do I claim to be some kind of Casanova. This set up is done so that I can be politically extorted; it is one of the oldest plays in the CIA's political dirty tricks book.

The young girls are no longer there, at least I have not seen them take the school bus since Christmas break. What were two attractive young women doing in a home with at least 5 adult males? Why are there cars parked in the back of the home, one of them being a car similar to my own? I overheard one of the men state "we have the black Mercedes".

The sting would involve "finding" a video recorded at the home showing a man performing sexual acts with the young girls, using a body double for myself . The video would "hit" the media in a few days, before the Super Bowl. The "authorities" would then spin that the perpetrator was known to drive a black Mercedes, lived in a home in that neighborhood, and looked just like me on video. The man in the video would probably not get a chance to say much in his defense, since the police would have to shoot him while trying to arrest him at the "house". Except of course, the man shot would be me, the patsy would filter out into the background.

Call me paranoid, this is the kind of stuff that I have to deal with every day. I will not fold, I will not discontinue my website at vantari.com nor will I sit quietly and let some loon represent me as a perverted pornographer. The best defense is a pro-active one, I must defend myself before the sting, because in the current video/world, I have no access to a microphone.

As of today, January 29, 2008, I have not recorded any video or audio tapes, other than some videos for my family as a remembrance and a few digital audio CD's that are in my possession. I have no representative or media agent, no one has a power of attorney over my work or property. I have not received any e-mail or other communication regarding these matters. I have not signed any release of content from my websites or blogs at vantari.com to the media.

I am a married man, have have been for more than 25 years. What goes on in my own bedroom with my own wife is my most sacred privacy. A breach of privacy of this magnitude will surely be castigated by G_d. Their little video martinet does not have to power to deceive me, nor people of conscience, no matter how slick his video is.

May G_d protect us from calumny and deception, as He has up to this day.

Sex is G_ds Gift, not a Marketing Tool

After my first wife divorced me years ago, I became a libertine, a man infatuated with young women. Disregarding social conventions and morals, I was involved in instant love affairs with many beautiful women.

I gave myself, all of my instant soul, all of myself at the moment, for a brief spark of life, giving and receiving pure erotic ecstasy. There was no past, there was no future for us in that bed, only the now. I have the gift of being a sensitive, feeling, intuitive type. I loose myself in a kiss, an embrace, an act of love that seems never to end, until it does, in a burst of libido that is indeed G_d's gift to me. I started with the touch of a lesbian, and culminated as a tantric yogi. I loved to feel, to touch and caress those spots on her that would bring shivers and orgasmic bursts.

The secret lies in not rushing to the rush, taking time to share your bodies, hers with your touch, yours with seeing her enjoy ecstasy, never rushing to bring and end to the shared pleasure. Forget time in the act of passion, until she is ready to take you. When the crescendo reaches it's peak, finish like a man, with a slow, rhythmic love that is more mental than carnal. Sex is a blissful reward to a night of passion, a reason to live for another day of toil, not a performance of sexual domination..

G_d intended for us to make love, of that there is no doubt. But, our culture has turned sex into a malicious product of porn and market, a powerful primal desire that is used to induce us to buy, to manipulate, or to reject and scorn others. G_d intended sex to be a basis for commitment, a strong bond that could carry us trough the suffering of this world. If we squander that gift, market it and abuse it, we will not live in harmony.

The US Economy is Farting

The US economy is suffering from chronic flatulence, letting off  hot gas that was ingested by speculators, both foreign and domestic. This excess has led to a bubble in the real estate market that has finally began to devolve.  There is no cause for alarm, this is a natural and desirable result of excessive "exuberance", a hang over after a fling that lasted more than 25 years.  We will all feel better once we get back to common sense social-democratic economics and discard the abusive neo-liberal remedies of the republicans.

It was Reagan, or more correctly his cronies, who decided that supply side economics could cure the recession of the early 80's.  They allowed anyone with wealth and connections access to "easy credit" at  the Savings and Loans "window".  When that scheme collapsed, they ingeniously revived the Fanny Mae / Freddy Mac "pass-through" regulations, which allowed any shyster broker  to plug into the flow of new money, bypassing the banking system.  That is to say, they allowed new money to be digitally created in favor of well connected clients from the elite layers of our society.  Loans were made from money that did not exist in any bank by using a "pass through" to the securitized mortgage hedge funds that have now collapsed.

While it lasted, all was just great! Money flowed abundantly, the elites and their apologists in the media were on a roll!  It was said that all you had to do was ask for it, and you would receive abundant funds, for any purpose.  As this largess spread overseas in the name of "neo liberal" economics, the party went global.  The Asian Tigers were once admired for their bold investment "strategies" in the 90's. They would eventually pump up the stock market and create the dot com stock bubble.  Easy come, easy go, as they say in Las Vegas.  Our economy was corrupted by a flow of freshly minted SWIFT money from overseas, and from money created out of thin air by Fanny and Freddy for their fat cat clientele.

As it turns out, it is only real people, not corporations or financial institutions, that have a real problem.  Some people borrowed more "easy money" than they should have, to cover a home purchase, at speculative values.  Now, the value of their mortgage is "upside down", as they say in the automobile aftermarket.   These people owe more money to their mortgage company than their home is NOW worth, after the speculative party has ended.  

This situation is quite common. A lot of people were deluded into thinking that the "new economy" touted by the corrupt republican elites was here to stay.  They took out mortgages or lines of credit for more than 75% of their home's valuation.  Now, when the home's value has deflated to it's real value, they are holding obligations that they can not pay, since selling their home will not cover them.   They are stuck without a future, they have become mortgage slaves, as the Chinese say.

This housing crisis is here not because some banks might have to write off loans made to sub-prime customers, it is a crisis because people can not sell their homes.  The mobility of the US economy has been compromised, since people can not sell their homes, move to a better job in a  different city, and build a new home there.  We have entered a state of housing inertia, not a recession. 

In a human sense, this crisis is a necessary remedy, a foul and bad tasting medicine that we must take for the sake of our financial health.  We could not allow our economy to bloat with more hot gas to the point where our currency would become worthless.  The neo-liberal "exuberance" has been stopped in time, let the chips fall where they may. 

There should be a government assistance program in 2008, but certainly not extending tax favors to wealthy Republicans, nor giving a $250.- pittance to the middle class at tax time.  Let's focus on the human problem, and solve it in a humane way.  We should not extend Regan's deception into the future, nor offer populist pablum for the sake of a few votes.

Audit the Iowa Caucus Results!

Since the results of the Iowa caucus will be tabulated by an out of state company based in Atlanta, using a touch-tone technology that provides no paper trail, it would be impossible to audit the results unless the detailed electoral records are posted on the Internet, so that anyone can download the file and compute the results for themselves.

It would be a trivial matter to post the results as a searchable SQL database table, using the caucus ID# as a key, so that anyone who attended that particular caucus could verify that the results that are posted on the electoral database match their own individual caucus results.

Conspiracy theories, whether true or not, are best nipped at the root. This trivial technical change would insure that the results have not been manipulated, and that we do not hear from fringe groups later on in the electoral process, claiming that it was a fraud. Yes, it can be done!